Monday, July 31, 2017

The Sky & The Rock

There are times when you stare
Up at the sky
Times when all you want to do
Is fly really high
And then you feel the weight 
That keeps pulling you down
Like the rock
Meant only to drown you
That rock that aims for the sea bed
That rock that knows
What looks alive is simply dead
The rock that knows
That maybe you're done
Done trying
Done struggling
The rock that knows 
That maybe the thought
Of letting go
Seems peaceful
The thought of not fighting 
Not struggling 
Just letting the currents carry you
Take you with them
Drown you
Soak you in 
Seems so soothing so calm
And in that moment
You see yourself floating
On a cloud of absinthe 
That leaves you 
Thoughtless and speechless 
The one that lets you float 
Up and high
In the sky
The one that you once 

Aimed to fly!

Saturday, July 15, 2017

Lessons Learnt

As I sat by the window
Watching the raindrops 
Trickle down the pane
I wondered
O dear, I've been insane

I spent my days
Pondering over thoughts
That couldn't matter less
Things that made me
A complete and utter mess 

I dreamt of the hand
That pulled my heart out
Without blinking the eye
Leaving me with no tears to cry

I stared as you walked away 
Stood there dumbfounded 
You dug my grave
While I looked astounded

You shovelled dirt on my grave
While my breath was intact
My heart beating as if
It wasn't greased and glued
Still there was something
My life, which chewed

As I lost your sight
I closed my eyes
Searched for you 
With all my might
You were long gone
But your memories 
Are what I hold onto tight
And the lesson I learnt
To let go where for feelings

You have to fight..!!