When you look at me..!!

Everytime you look at me
My heart skips a beat
Everytime you look at me
My eyes sink to my feet
I feel beautiful
In your eyes
I feel alive in your arms
I wish you could know
How difficult it is
To put up a smile
When all i wanna do is
Break down in your arms
Beg you to
Free me from this exhile
Take me to the world
Where I wouuld smile again
Live again
The life i dreamt of
The life you promised
The life we built
In your eyes
I could see myself
Grow, smile, cry
And finally in your arms
I would breathe my last
And die
My fate, the cheat
Drifted my life apart
Killed my heart
Stabbed it so hard
There is niothing left
Now to gather
How I wished
To would ve died rather
But I could see you standing
If not there
But still there
Wish I could tell you
What I feel for you
Wish my world would
Gather again
Grow again
Though the times have changed
I know somethings would never
Till I feel the last tremor
Everytime it will be the same
Stealing all of my life's fame
Everytime you look at me
My heart skips a beat
Everytime you look at me
My eyes sink to my feet
I feel beautiful
In your eyes

Mesmerized..!!

Those eyes so beautiful
Hiding behind those strands of hair
Her eyes mesmerized me
Said stories..
Some sad some of joy
Unaware was i of
The Almighty's ploy
From left
Her face looked as that of an angel
Sent down by mistake..
The most beautiful one I'd ever seen
Her face..her eyes could make
Any girl conscious
I wondered how lucky was she
Her laughter chimed soft
Her eyes twinkled again
But showed a twige of pain
Puzzled I kept staring..
And she turned around
A gust of crowd came in between
Drifting my thoughts to
How many girls would envy her
For her charm, her beauty..
She suddenly turned around
And I felt my heart stop
For a moment
Her beautiful face
Was half burnt
Wrinkled and creased
Fate had her beauty ceased.
Involuntarily i slided to her side
Wonder her life's tragic ride
Caught her few words
My heart ached to hear them alone
An abandoned heart saving her Love
Who cared morfor her face
Was now married and settled
With her mourning for half a decade
What a fate's facade..
With a sinking heart..
My heart wandered in thoughts
How ungrateful have we been
We crib about our looks
About the ones we love
About those who love us
At least we have someone to turn to
A set of arms to run to
When fear grips us
A shoulder where we can shed our tears
and not hide them
Someone to make our heart smile
So that our lips don't fake them..
Lost in my world
Of thoughts, facts and possiblities
I suddenly felt the train stop
My eyes wet
And the seat beside me empty
I shuddered at her sight
When she turned and smiled
Those eyes will live forever
In my sight
Which left me mesmerized..!!

Hold me Tonight

Its dark but still comforting..
It hurts but is still soothing..
The look in your eyes..
Holds me there..
Though am alone but i feel you around.
Today is the same yet different..
There something that's hurting..
I call out your name but
I hear nothing..
I'm tired but not ready to give up..
My feet are ready to collapse..
But its just one set of arms that
My body craves for..
One shoulder i wanna lay my head on..
I know you are there somewhere..
I know you might leave..
But i don't wanna fear anymore..
I dont wanna b afraid..
I can spill my heart out tonite..
I wanna be yours tonite..
I wanna break in your arms tonite
Can i hold you tonite..
Can I be yours tonite..
Hide me in your embrace tonite..
Take me away from this world tonite..
Hold me tonite..!!
The day has ended..
The night still haunts..
I ve been running away and to you..
Hold me and hide me..
Take me away from this fright..
Just hold me tonite..!!
Gather me and scatter me..
Kill me and get me back to life..
Hit me and kiss me..
Lead me from darkness to light..
Baby, just hold me tonite..!!
Let me be a child again..
Make me yours tonite..
Own me tonite..
Be the one tonite..
Love me tonite..
Hate me tonite..
I dunno if i can survive another day..
I dunno if i want to..
All i know is I want it tonite..
Lets have a new start tonite..
Lets know each other all over again tonite..
Honey..plz..hold me tonite..!!