WHY

weird but true
walking away is something
i just could not do
what happened is not
yes
i loved you
and you knew it was true

its not something
that could perish with ice
it is not something
which would not suffice
you know it is me
you see when you close your eyes


why does the denial exist then
why this sheild now
i know what you feel
i know the wounds you suffered
i know how to heal

destruction is all
this is leading to
your heart and mine
Could just be fine
only if we were true
things would not
be ever so blue
destruction is not what i fear to face
losing you
is not what i can surface

breaking down is not a trait of mine
reading my eyes is yours
running to you and knowing
things would be fine
breaking all the contours

why are you so far and distant now
why is it that i can touch you
but seems difficult to hold you
why do you have to be so difficult
why cant you just walk up
grab me in your arms and kiss me again
tell me that you love me
hold me till my arms ache
look into my eyes till tears drop

just hold me is all i beg for
'coz no matter what you say
no matter what you do
you know deep down
i do and have always loved you
why do you want me to explain again
why do you want me to walk alone again
why do you want to put me through this again
i have lost enough to lose you
i could not before
but now i can say it
out and loud
why dont you understand
its your arms that i crave for
your hug makes me complete
its your hands that my hands search for
with emptyness deep down
i know you are out there
no matter what you say
i know what you mean
i know what you are deep down
i know i can believe what your eyes say
'coz i know they are
only stance they shout aloud
"Baby.. I LOVE YOU..!!"