The Promises That You Made..!!

Here I sit,

By the window

Looking at the falling rain drops

And as they touch my face

They remind me of the promises that you made.

I still look around

My eyes still search for you

Have built invisible walls around me

I live in a fake world

Where every morning gives me hopes

That you would return

Where every passing minute promises me

That you would never betray my trust

Where every heartbeat of mine

Says that you’ll come upto me and tell me

That You Love Me

‘Coz my heartbeats are the ones

That remind me of the promises you made.

I have friends

I have companions

I have my loved ones around

But my world is still incomplete

I know you are there

I just need to stretch my hand

And you’ll be there to hold it

But why does the distance seem so long?

Why can’t I reach you

No matter how far I stretch my hand?

Why am I scared of falling on my face again?

Why am I scared of being shattered again?

Why am I scared to hear my own footsteps?

‘Co z they remind me of the promises you made?

Where are you?

Why aren’t you here to hear me?

To hold me when I cry?

To console me when I beg for you?

To be just there to reassure me that

You will be there?

Why am I worried?

Why am I scared to walk ahead?

Why am I scared to lose you?

Why do I love you?

Why do I still remember..

The promises that you made?

Why didn’t you fulfil them?

Why do I need to keep waiting?

No one holds me here to support me

My life is all surrounded around you

My dreams are all about you

I can’t even cry

I can’t even smile

I have to fake my joy

I can’t be myself

I’m trapped down there

Deep inside

In the days that I spent with you

I died with your exit

You were right when you said

You lost me forever

‘Coz deep inside

You knew you killed me

I know you are still waiting

But our paths have changed

Our roads are different

I know you still smile

But you can never mean it.

My love for you was true

My feelings are still the same

Things cannot change so easily

Things will never

Because no matter how long it takes

We are gonna be together again.

I’m still waiting for the day

When I’ll run into your arms

Cry till my tears dry

And you’ll be right there

To wipe my tears

Hold me in your arms

And promise me that you’ll be there forever

I wonder when that day will come

I want to hold you tight again

And tell you how much

I Love You

When will I again hear

The soothing words of yours

Promising me, reassuring me

Of the promises that you made

I fear I’ll fall

I fear I’ll be dead

I fear I’ll take with me to the grave

The promises that you made..!!