The Promises That You Made..!!

Here I sit,

By the window

Looking at the falling rain drops

And as they touch my face

They remind me of the promises that you made.

I still look around

My eyes still search for you

Have built invisible walls around me

I live in a fake world

Where every morning gives me hopes

That you would return

Where every passing minute promises me

That you would never betray my trust

Where every heartbeat of mine

Says that you’ll come upto me and tell me

That You Love Me

‘Coz my heartbeats are the ones

That remind me of the promises you made.

I have friends

I have companions

I have my loved ones around

But my world is still incomplete

I know you are there

I just need to stretch my hand

And you’ll be there to hold it

But why does the distance seem so long?

Why can’t I reach you

No matter how far I stretch my hand?

Why am I scared of falling on my face again?

Why am I scared of being shattered again?

Why am I scared to hear my own footsteps?

‘Co z they remind me of the promises you made?

Where are you?

Why aren’t you here to hear me?

To hold me when I cry?

To console me when I beg for you?

To be just there to reassure me that

You will be there?

Why am I worried?

Why am I scared to walk ahead?

Why am I scared to lose you?

Why do I love you?

Why do I still remember..

The promises that you made?

Why didn’t you fulfil them?

Why do I need to keep waiting?

No one holds me here to support me

My life is all surrounded around you

My dreams are all about you

I can’t even cry

I can’t even smile

I have to fake my joy

I can’t be myself

I’m trapped down there

Deep inside

In the days that I spent with you

I died with your exit

You were right when you said

You lost me forever

‘Coz deep inside

You knew you killed me

I know you are still waiting

But our paths have changed

Our roads are different

I know you still smile

But you can never mean it.

My love for you was true

My feelings are still the same

Things cannot change so easily

Things will never

Because no matter how long it takes

We are gonna be together again.

I’m still waiting for the day

When I’ll run into your arms

Cry till my tears dry

And you’ll be right there

To wipe my tears

Hold me in your arms

And promise me that you’ll be there forever

I wonder when that day will come

I want to hold you tight again

And tell you how much

I Love You

When will I again hear

The soothing words of yours

Promising me, reassuring me

Of the promises that you made

I fear I’ll fall

I fear I’ll be dead

I fear I’ll take with me to the grave

The promises that you made..!!

Love-Hate

Sitting by the window,

I look at the days gone by,

Days that made me smile,

Days that made me cry,

Days when you held me tight,

Days when you were the reason for me to fight,

Days when you were all I had

All I wanted.

Never dreamt about the harsh reality

That would strike me someday

That you would disappear and

Leave me stranded

You've walked that extra mile

But I am still standing there

With your favourite smile

I'm still waiting for you to turn once

To hold me tight,

Never to let me go

But its nothing more than an illusion

That's all I know.

I still don't understand

What did I do to frighten you

What did I do to turn you off

Why am I alone here

Why aren't you there to catch my first tear

Why aren't you there to comfort me now

Why aren't you there to promise me

That you'll be there forever

Why aren't you there to answer my questions

Why am i speechless today

Why do I feel lifeless

Why? Why? Why?

Why did I tell you that

I Love You

Why did I tell you that

You're everything to me

Why did you hug me then

Why did you comfort me

Why didn't you push me away then

Why am I facing this today

Why? Why? Why?

I cry silently to myself still

For I've to fake this smile for the rest

I can't hug anyone to cry today

I can't trust anyone either

Life seems meaningless now

I feel like a zombie

Just dragging on for the sake of it

No attachment to bind me with

I miss you today

Is it so difficult for you to understand

Or was I just

A matter of Practical Joke

Just another Fool

Just another Bloke?

I wish I could cry out aloud

I wish I could tear apart my heart

And tell how hard it beats for you

I can't fake it anymore

I can't show off what isn't true

I can't smile for anyone anymore

I want to cry

I want to spit it out

I'm not strong

I'm shattered inside

I'm weak and brittle

I need you

But I won't say it

I want to

But I can't

I won't let you think

You can bring me down

I won't let you

Break me Down

Hope is all that I live upon

Hope that tells me

You Love Me

Hope that tells me

My tears won't go in vain

Hope that keeps me running

Hope that brings me to life

Everytime I hear my phone ring

I want to cry

I want to shout

I want to show what hides deep inside

I want to spit it out

I want to speak up

I want to ask you

Why did you do this to me?

Why me?

You knew I loved You

You knew it?

Why did you hurt me then?

Why didn't you tell me before

If I was nothing to you

It kills me now

It kills me everyday

It hurts me to look into the mirror

It hurts me to smile today

You make me wanna Hate You

Every Single Day

But what I hate is

I'll Love You

Till Sun's last ray..!!

-Just me