Nameless..

As it poured over and over
I wondered what drenched my face
I wondered why I didnt dance today
I wondered why I felt lashed
I wondered why I couldnt beam
I wondered why I couldnt smile anymore

I turned around
And as my eyes searched
I looked in every corner
I looked in every nook
You were not there
You were not here
You took the umbrella away
You left the mask today
You took the joy away
You took the will to live again

You left me empty handed
But you arent to be blamed
You anyways were never 
Mine to claim

I was the toy when you had none
When you had no options, you made me one
I chose you let to in
I chose to trust you
At the end, its just your game
But no one except me to blame

I had never before
But you made me want to howl
You made me want to scream
I had no one anymore
No one to turn to 
No one to talk to
Coz they had all warned me before
They told me well in advance

They told me not to tag along
They told me not to play along
I know they wouldn't hold me down
But I knew I wouldn't be able to breathe no more
I knew I could do this no more
But you left me no choice
You made me invisible
And i became one
Not because you overshadowed me
But because I let you


You broke me to pieces 
Not because you could
But because I let you
You had me in your spell
You had me wound around your little finger
I was your puppet
You moulded me the way you wanted
And the day I spoke 
Is when you kicked my butt
You got me to run away
From the place I called home
I now know,
Thanks to you
I am left with none