Beginning or The End

As she lay her head on the pillow
Her eyes scorned the ceiling
She was looking for something desperately
She knew not what 
But something her eyes sort
She cried in pain of losing her soul
She cried in pain of losing her smile
She cried in pain for walking the extra mile
She knew something awaited
Knew not if it was light or doom
She knew something called her
Knew not if it was good or bad
She knew the road was about to bend
Knew not if it was a beginning or the end

Her world was now dark
Where monsters lived
Monsters of her life
Her dreams and wishes
Her hope and faith
They killed her every minute of the passing time
They killed her when she looked into the mirror
Waiting for her eyes to shine
They scared her
They stabbed her
They shook her to a point where she just wanted to run
Far far away
She hid herself like a little girl
She jumped where she once used to twirl
Once the world which she admired
Now had dragons that fired
She was frightened
Her grip on herself tightened
She was a lost girl at the road
Which she knew was bound to bend
Not knowing if it was the beginning or the end

It grew darker and darker every day
As she hid herself behind a stack of hay
She trembled and shivered
Her legs quivered
Not letting her stand
Not letting her move
She had no one to hold on to
She had no one to move to
Everyone seemed like a stranger
Everyone seemed like an enemy
She was finally at the bend
She knew now, her journey had come to an end!

Someday..!!

As she opened her eyes

His face is all that she could see

She wanted to run to him

Her heart just wanted to flee

He sat miles away

Following his routine

Starting his day

He was unaware

He was ignorant

There was this one

With him whose world was done

She wanted nothing

But his arms to rest in

His name she called

For him she trolled

She knew not where the world was going

Her body moved but she knew not

What she was doing

As the hands of the clock moved

The time kept leaping

And she kept jumping

She knew she would see him soon

The one she loved

More than the stars and the moon

He grew on her in no time

She wanted none of it

It was all a crime

She tried and gave up

She stopped, blocked

Everything in her, he tore up.

He was ignorant

This gave her some peace

But the fear of love

Had her head creased

The wall she built was strong enough

No one could see through

She was glad it was that tough

Though deep down

She wanted him to take the pain

She wanted him to be the one to gain

She wanted to pull her heart out

And gift it to him

But the fear of shattering

Got her teeth chattering

She settled in

Programming to flip the switch

And then he walked in

And showed her face, the evil witch

She blocked her, from turning her emotions off

One smile and her heart again took off.

As the day ended, she walked back with a heavy heart

Smoked out to her greatest scath

Secretly hoping

Love will someday cross her path..!!