I look at the days gone by,
Days that made me smile,
Days that made me cry,
Days when you held me tight,
Days when you were the reason for me to fight,
Days when you were all I had
All I wanted.
Never dreamt about the harsh reality
That would strike me someday
That you would disappear and
Leave me stranded
You've walked that extra mile
But I am still standing there
With your favourite smile
I'm still waiting for you to turn once
To hold me tight,
Never to let me go
But its nothing more than an illusion
That's all I know.
I still don't understand
What did I do to frighten you
What did I do to turn you off
Why am I alone here
Why aren't you there to catch my first tear
Why aren't you there to comfort me now
Why aren't you there to promise me
That you'll be there forever
Why aren't you there to answer my questions
Why am i speechless today
Why do I feel lifeless
Why? Why? Why?
Why did I tell you that
I Love You
Why did I tell you that
You're everything to me
Why did you hug me then
Why did you comfort me
Why didn't you push me away then
Why am I facing this today
Why? Why? Why?
I cry silently to myself still
For I've to fake this smile for the rest
I can't hug anyone to cry today
I can't trust anyone either
Life seems meaningless now
I feel like a zombie
Just dragging on for the sake of it
No attachment to bind me with
I miss you today
Is it so difficult for you to understand
Or was I just
A matter of Practical Joke
Just another Fool
Just another Bloke?
I wish I could cry out aloud
I wish I could tear apart my heart
And tell how hard it beats for you
I can't fake it anymore
I can't show off what isn't true
I can't smile for anyone anymore
I want to cry
I want to spit it out
I'm not strong
I'm shattered inside
I'm weak and brittle
I need you
But I won't say it
I want to
But I can't
I won't let you think
You can bring me down
I won't let you
Break me Down
Hope is all that I live upon
Hope that tells me
You Love Me
Hope that tells me
My tears won't go in vain
Hope that keeps me running
Hope that brings me to life
Everytime I hear my phone ring
I want to cry
I want to shout
I want to show what hides deep inside
I want to spit it out
I want to speak up
I want to ask you
Why did you do this to me?
Why me?
You knew I loved You
You knew it?
Why did you hurt me then?
Why didn't you tell me before
If I was nothing to you
It kills me now
It kills me everyday
It hurts me to look into the mirror
It hurts me to smile today
You make me wanna Hate You
Every Single Day
But what I hate is
I'll Love You
Till Sun's last ray..!!
-Just me
